*bacon sizzling* *egg cracking* *cracking pepper* ou this is my favourite okay minus the bun this is my favourite breakfast to have i got my vitamin C we got some broccoli, i don’t know why we got some broccoli we got some tomato and cucumber and we got cute mommy! we’re having breakfast – brunch together and then we’re running some errands today yay i’m gonna bring you along this is my makeup today. i actually tried for once i actually put on makeup and then we got our… 70’s glasses *mom talking to herself in the background* yeah, it’s fine mom’s like talking in the background this is our little OOTD simple, basic vintage vibes, but not super super vintage we got a little… maybe 70’s? maybe 60’s? skirt’s kinda 60’s this is like 80’s/90’s boots are like, what? 90’s. glasses are like 80’s we just got a blend of a lot of different time periods *jamming to typical radio station pop music* *breathin’ by ariana grande plays* “I keep on drinkin” hahaha IT WORKS! SPONSORED BY IT WORKS! it’s so nice out, guys it is december in toronto and when it’s above freezing, you’re wearing nothing basically like you’re wearing bikinis outside in the winter when it’s not snowing it’s literally 10 degrees celsius and i was like “hey, i’m gonna wear fall clothing because that’s fall weather” for canada Mom – look at this guy in the middle of the street, girl in the middle of the street on the bicycle
Keara – so i’m wearing a leather jacket Mom – pick a side! with that nose up in the air!!! Mom – did you see her nose? no! she had this… the snarly nose going on! i could see up her nostrils into her brain! YOU’RE a snarly nose! i could see up her – she and i could see right in, up to her brain i don’t know why she was like this, on her – judgemental, much? but why are you in my way? Keara – true
Mom – don’t post that!! hahahahaha people! people, everywhere i love people she clearly does where am i going? oh. where are we going now? Mom – the big carrot! THE BIG CARROT! well they have a juice bar there so i’m gonna get a juice that’s why i’m coming, that’s literally the only reason i’m coming Mom – i’m getting a bean sprouter! health. folks. health. i just got off the phone with my friend ryley he’s a photographer, he takes like all of my pictures for instagram but um, yeah he’s in LA right now just doing his thing, i’m really proud of him and i love how often he calls me to like just update me on what’s going on cuz i feel like some of my friends don’t really do that. i don’t really do that. but it’s so sweet that he’s always keeping me in the loop on what’s going on shoutout to ryley, i love you ah! i’m just sitting here drinking health, because life is important. this is avocado, date, macha, spinach, coconut water, and then i added MCT oil which is like a healthy fat it helps in energy, and digestion, it’s really good for you i feel like everyone’s listening to me right now actually, no, people are doing their own thing i’m fairly new to vlogging so it’s still very awkward for me to vlog in public because people are looking at me like “what the hell are you doing?” just talking to your phone i feel obnoxious sometimes, but i’ll get over it aw! i love all the christmas lights! *That I Miss You by Vansire playing* *PLASTIC by sakehands playing* ohhhh! this is a banger! *Hot Hands by Darius playing* do you ever just have dance parties by yourself though, in your house alone? i do every single day it’s so fun except i need to focus! i was supposed to record like 3 videos today and i did not do 1 single one well, i did this video but i kinda want sushi first – hello!
– thank you! – you’re welcome, have a good night
– you too ha ha ha haaaa! okay i just filmed my first video do you wanna see how i do my thumbnails? so i don’t have anyone to take the picture for me so i have my camera here. i focus it i focus it on myself and then i put it on a self timer *beeping* and then i just have to stay in the exact same position and then do the thumbnail ready? *camera shutter* yass! i’m frustrated my mic keeps popping like, or it’ll crackle in the middle of the take, and sometimes it’ll crackle a lot and then i can’t use the take and i don’t know what i’m doing wrong if you guys know how to fix mics, or if you might know what’s going on here can you comment below? because this has been happening for like a couple months now and sometimes i’m lucky and it doesn’t pop and sometimes it does pop and it’s not like a pop as in, i need a pop filter it like – it’s almost like static or little like *click noises* clicks, ya know? it’s really frustrating so i’m hoping i can do this cover without it clicking i’m gonna call sarah and see if she knows how to fix my mic cuz i really wanna be productive! “pretty mama sews…” “stitches into all your b*tches broken hearts… you can pretend you don’t — ” *sigh* i wish i didn’t have anxiety like i know i’m a lot better than i was last year or two years ago and i don’t have an ongoing disorder anymore… it’s not gone like i don’t think it’s ever gonna be gone cuz like right when i think i’m doing really well i have like, a relapse almost also i feel like there’s something about this weather change that is not good for my depression i used to get depression in the winter and i haven’t for the past – last winter, i didn’t last winter and sometimes i get really scared that i’m gonna have it again this winter but i’m just gonna keep… keep checking in on myself, making sure that i’m not getting stuck in any more bad brain habits, you know? i think you just have to check in with yourself sometimes i catch my heart beating really fast and i’m like “what’s going on? like why is this happening right now?” like everything seems to be fine, but my brain — just the littlest things trigger me like as much as i’m getting a lot better in terms of my mental health, it doesn’t mean it’s always gonna be gone and it’s always gonna be perfect it comes back from time to time, and recently it’s been coming back often, but… like i said, i feel like i’m grateful that this is the thing i struggle with because a lot of people struggle with much worse things like much worse, chronic things so, you gotta count your blessings even though it’s frustrating sometimes cuz it’s just like, why can’t i just be in a good headspace right now? why do i have to be freaking out about something that’s not even happening? today was a good day i hung out with my mom, i got sushi i vlogged i got some covers – some videos done for YouTube my cover ended up sounding okay, like there was a couple crackles in it but it’s not that bad i hope you don’t notice it anyway that’s it for tonight i’m just gonna maybe edit one video and then maybe watch netflix, or read, or meditate or all of the above and then go to bed goodnight 🙂