what makes life valuable is that it doesn’t last forever what makes it precious is it can end at any moment Life itself shouldn’t be spent looking for something or someone but should be lived to the full. What happened to me was something I regret, something that I wish never happened I was foolish before and I’ve lost everything that had a meaning in my life. Taking them seemed like a good idea at the time, I was on a down, my career plummeted I was treated like shit just brushed aside all because I couldn’t dance as good as the other girls No one will understand how much it hurt I had worked my whole life for that moment and it slipped away from me It’s like I was screaming and only they could hear me it seemed like they understood me, knew my pain not even my family understood what I was going through and why should they, they didn’t know what it was like to be me I started to treat them like shit and gradually I distanced myself from them And then it happened and I could never see them again It’s like what my mum used to say to me ‘you never know what you have until it’s gone. And she was right I never appreciated my family and now they’re gone I wish I could turn back time and well… undo the stuff I did. My whole life has turned out a mess and and I don’t think I can do this anymore.